Break

There is a light in you
I see it
I see its desire to shine
I see it, struggling
In time, glory will be revealed
It will be so brilliant
So blinding
The time is coming
When the shell will no longer be able to cage your light
On that day
Shine
Shine so bright
Blind me with your brilliance

Hello, my old friend. Time is a merciless thief. I need someone to listen and so I am at your door...Today has been kind of a shitty day. The weather is getting to me. I can't stand the humidity and heat much longer. It is suffocating. I can't breathe. I can't think. I can't escape. I have this beast on my back that I cannot seem to get a hold on. Its weight is crushingly so. My legs are shaking and my knees starting to buckle. Just a few more days and I will be rid of this cumbersome weight, if it doesn't crush me. I need rest, but can't seem to find it. I slumber, but rest evades me. My heavy heart and weary bones need a place to lay down. Restore me. I feel neglected. Brushed aside. Lonely. Left behind. Forgotten. Hurt. I don't know if I can perform this dance...

E.E. Cummings

To be nobody but yourself in a world that's doing its best to make you somebody else, is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight. Never stop fighting.

to get the full value of a joy you must have somebody to divide it with
-mark twain

i actually think i like it

i think that this song is actually
maturing into something.....
that i like

don't be long my love
please
don't be long
don't be long my love
please
don't be long

i don't believe in soulmates
it's just another word
not much to believe in
in this fucked up world

so don't be long my love
please
don't be long
don't be long my love
please
don't be long

my faith is almost gone
and i'm fading
don't know how much longer
i can hold on

so don't be long my love
please
don't be long
don't be long my love
please
don't be long

i don't mean to question
your existence
but i have to admit
that these doubts are persistent

how did i get here
so far
so dark
my memory is not clear

my shadow led me down this way
how far i couldn't say
all i know is that i don't
i don't want to stay

now i ask for grace
let it flow
let it go
land right on my face

i'm asking for grace
let it flow
let it rain
all down upon my face

send it all
drink it all
fill up this place
don't let any go to waste

cause i'm running
i'm lost
i'm scared
and i can't seem to find
the air

sometimes...
i feel so lonely
that it's painful to breathe,
i am so heavy
that it is difficult to move