Monday, March 07, 2005
destination unknown
what the @$%& am i suppose to do with my life. i got rejected from every allopathic medical school that i applied to. so now what? go back to school? go back to school for what? to get my masters degree, which means absolutely squat in biology? or go back to school in order to raise my undergrad gpa? take the mcat again? i don't know if i can stand that again. try to apply to osteopathic medical school? pick a different career path? ok, which one? what do i want to do? i have no clue. go into construction? maybe, but not if i have to go and live somewhere and build. it's too hard to have a life that way. get a job in biotech? i don't know if i can. i don't have any experience outside of the classroom. i have a ton inside. i am so confused and frustrated and lost. moment by moment obedience. it's not about the destination, but the journey. it is a process. don't worry about the end, just the means.
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