i may be losing my mind

it is hard to exist in a world of fragmentation that seems to conform to a normalcy that i do not possess. it is hard to put into words, but just say that the last few days have been the loneliest i have ever experienced, but i wasn't alone in the perspective of physical bodies. it is just that i seem to exist on a different plane of existence than anyone and anything else. my mind seems to be slipping away. i don't seem to fit/go/belong anywhere, just bouncing from one incongruent space to another. comparable to dreaming where i am watching the world pass by, but knowing that consciousness is coming soon. i am so far away. no one to get me or understand me, just blank stares of confusion. how lonely it is to exist in a reality all your own.