paradise lost

i read yesterday, that there are three things true of this world. the world is good, the world is fallen, and the world will be redeemed. and the author related that to anything in life. i am good, i am fallen, i am redeemed. ok, but that still doesn't answer my question of how do i relate to an invisible, infinite being? how do i share my life with a being that doesn't directly talk back. he talks through people and creation, but then i have to discern when he is talking through them and when they are just talking on their own. it's too much. why can't i talk to him voice to voice? i don't have to see him, or touch him, but it would be nice to have an actual conversation with him. but that will never happen, so while i am still on this earth, how do i communicate with such a being?