have you ever

have you ever felt alone in a crowd of people? i remember listening to the alan jackson song about 9/11 when he says, "in a crowded room, did you feel alone?" and not really knowing what he was talking about. not really having a concept. until last night that is. last night i had that feeling. i felt alone in a room full of people. and it wasn't like it was a room full of strangers or anything like that. it was full of people i know, but i felt like i was in a world of my own. like i was a ghost. like i was there in the room, but nobody noticed. it was a weird feeling. it felt like i was totally isolated from these people. i felt like i don't belong. i don't fit. i don't know. maybe it has no validity. maybe it has total validity. maybe i don't belong. i don't fit.